Another Wasted Year by 5 Days Ahead

Toast your glass up high to the new year. I'll pray for better days. Hold your lover tight and tell your lie.
In 3 months you won't remember his name. 12 months, a crush I couldn't kill. I said one thing, now I'm wiping tears from my eyes. Your damn right I feel stupid. Retarded schoolboy crush. Dreaming about you every night. What should I tell her? It doesn't matter now. What should I tell her? It was all just a waste of time. What should I say? It doesn't matter anymore it all faded away. I'll tape up my heart. One minute, you didn't care and ripped it all apart. I sat by the phone all night. Waiting and praying to hear your voice.
Another day I killed myself over you. It's just not worth it. (I'm over you this time I know that it is just not worth it.) This year's the last one that I'll waste on you. I never promised that I would always be your fool.
It's just a waste of time.