Idol by Amanda Ghost

i can see it
I can feel it rushing in my veins
I don't like it
I don't hide it
See it in my face
But i don't want to wait
For i have lost my faith

Chorus:
Why can't i find myself an idol?
Somebody that i can look up to
Be big enough to hold me close in their arms
And never let me down
And all these stupid conversations
That always seem to lead to nowhere
Thery're going 'round and 'round and round in my head
And they'll be back again.
They're coming back again
It's not fair how
I still care now
We were always alone.
Honesty and modesty
Will never find my home
But i will never say
When i have lost my way

(repeat chorus)

You take it
You take it
And throw it away