I Am Loco by Ill NiñO

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
Something i could never be will guide me to the new
Light
Frustrated
Sedated
I pray to myself

God please
Don't take away from me

The only fucking thing
That i learned to believe
I am becoming the monster
You promised to keep him away
Now i feel like he's living in me!!!

Anyway, i could never ever be
What you think is right for me
Are things that i will not believe
I want to start a new life
Get myself a sharp knife
Look into my own life
Kill things i don't like in me

But sometimes i feel ok
And think i'm unique
You always try to critique
I turn my back on it anyway
Sucker! punk-ass motherfucker!
I am loco!
Te falta un poco!
To get your ass in a choke-hold!

Just kill me - i can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn - come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn

I'm crying, i feel like i am dying but i'm trying
I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf
Life is not forever
But if life will stay together
I would have a friend in my depression, have an end

But i've been thinking
And thinking always gets me into trouble
But since i have a double personality
I wasn't me you see
Now i'm a refugee
And everything inside of me is just a part of my
Disease!!!

Just kill me - i can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn - come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn