I Love You This Much by Jimmy Wayne

He can't remember the times that he thought

Does my daddy love me, Probably not
That didn't stop him from wishing that he did,
Didn't Keep him wanting,
Or worshipping him.
He guesses he saw bout once a year
He can still feel the way he felt,
Standing in tears.
Stretching his arms out, as far as they'd go
Whispering Daddy, I want you to know

I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what
I love you this much

He grew hate him
For what he had done
Cause what kind of father
Could do that to his son
He said 'damn you daddy'
The day that he died
The man didn't blink
But the little boy cried

I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what
I love you this much

Half way through the service
While the choir sang a hymn
He looked up above the preacher
And he sat and stared at Him
He said 'forgive me Father"
When he realized
That he hadn't been unloved
Or alone all his life
His arms were stretched out
As far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross
For the whole world to know

I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what
I love you this much