The Way It Really Is by Lisa Loeb

I kept talking to myself
I had to get the words out of my head
So i did
You barely said a thing
You kind of heard me out and then you said

You said:
"you're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
Everything is fine."
Then i think, i'm crazy
I do this all the time
Until i start to think that nothing's even wrong

[chorus]
Maybe i am
Hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be
The way i wish it really was
Maybe i don't wanna see it
The way it really is

Sometimes your intentions
Are totally impossible to read
What does that mean?
Sometimes even i
Have no idea what i need
I wish i did.

I'm crazy
Why do i keep doing this?
Everything is fine.
Then you think i'm crazy
I do this all the time
Until i start to think
That something's really wrong

[chorus]

Looking out my window
At the big blue sky
Lazy sun shining and so i run outside
To look for you
I look for you
And then it starts to rain

Maybe i am
Is that the way it really is?
Maybe we're just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be
The way i wish it really was
Maybe i don't want to see it
The way it really is

[chorus x2]

Maybe i don't want to see it
Maybe i don't want to see it
The way it really is
The way it really is
The way it really is
The way it really is