Why I'm Here by Oleander

it¡¯s the reason for my pain
in a season to celebrate
i don¡¯t wanna be full of hate
for anybody, but it¡¯s too late

everyone has been in my face
telling me that i¡¯m a disgrace
showing me things that i must face
telling me that they need their space

i cant¡¯ love you anymore
i¡¯m scared of the sound of it

it¡¯s the reason why i¡¯m down
i¡¯m beaten been pushed around
hit the ceiling without a sound
everone i know considers me a clown

i can¡¯t love you anymore
i¡¯m scared of the sound of it
i can¡¯t love you anymore
woman, i just wanted more

i can¡¯t love you anymore
scared of the sound of it
and woman, i just wanted more

it¡¯s the reason why i¡¯m here