Paranoid by Megadeth

Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think i'm insane because i am frowning all the time
All day long i think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think i'll lose my mind if i don't find something to pacify

Can you help me occupy my brain?
Oh yeah

I need someone to show me the things in life that i can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, i must be blind

Make a joke and i will sigh and you will laugh and i will cry
Happiness i cannot feel and love to me us so unreal

And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life i wish i could but it's too late