Dirty Little Secret by Sarah McLachlan

If i had the chance love
i would not hesitate
to tell you all things i never said before
dont tell me its too late
coz ive relied on my illusions
to keep me warm at night
and i denied in my capacity to love
that i am willing to give up this fight

been up all night drinking to drown my sorrows down
but nothing seems to help me since you went away
im so tired of this town where every tongue is wagging
when every back is turned
theyre telling secrets that should never be revealed
theres nothing to be gained from this but disaster

heres a good one
did you hear about my friend
hes embarrassed to be seen now
coz we all know his sins

If i had the chance love
you know i would not hesitate
to tell you all the things i never said before
dont tell me its too late
coz ive relied on my illusions
to keep me warm at night
and i denied in my capacity to love
but i am willing to give up this fight
oh i am willing to give up this fight