what do you want from me... do you WANT me to lie?!

People complain that there aren’t enough honest YouTubers.. yet I am as HONEST in EVERY aspect as I can possibly be – and then I get ripped to shreds for it. Do you want honesty? Or do you want me to be sunshine and roses 24/7 and lie about how I see things? Cos at this point I honestly don’t know WHAT people want from me. Sorry that I’m not living up to your impossibly high standards. I’m just me, and I’m sorry if that’s not good enough for you, I guess I’m not the channel for you. I’m out here doing my thing trying to stay so honest in an industry that’s become so FAKE for my followers who I adore – and yet it almost seems like the vast majority of people would rather I just say what they want to hear instead.
If I'm honest about a product or honesty about shady behavior in this community then I'm being ‘too negative’ or ‘trying to start drama.’ if I'm positive about a product then I'm sucking up or trying to get or stay on a brand’s PR list. I can’t win guys! I don’t know what you want me to do.
I KNOW I'm going to have the regular comments like 'stop complaining, stop whining', - but I think you forget I'm a real person, i have real feelings and I'm allowed to express them . I cop nasty comments EVERY SINGLE DAY and because i have thick skin, i keep doing my job. but just as u guys are allowed to say whatever you want to me, I'm also allowed to say how i feel and to stand up for myself. I'm not your punching bag. I'm just out here doing my thing, being my real life self. I don’t have a character i put on for the internet. this is me. if you don't like me, or you think I'm someone I'm not - then please just don't come to my channel. this channel is for the people who want to learn makeup, who care about other people and animals. this channel is for the people who didnt feel beautiful growing up, and the people who maybe still don't feel beautiful. My channel is for people who aren't in perfect mental health and for the people who are unapologetically themselves, but who also stand up for themselves. I’m trying my darn best here…
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As I promised, I’m giving away an Amazon e-gift card with every video I upload from now until Christmas as a treat to my lovely subscribers! This Amazon e-gift card is for $40.00 USD. First to redeem it wins it!
To CLAIM the gift card, go to: www.amazon.com/redeem
‘Gift card funds are applied automatically to eligible orders during the checkout process. Your Claim Code may also be entered during checkout. To redeem your gift card using the Amazon.com 1-Click® service, first add the gift card funds to Your Account. ‘
Amazon.com CLAIM CODE: N7SE-VWN8J7-HC3F
TERMS AND CONDITIONS: These little giveaways are purely my own, as a way to give back to my followers. YouTube is not a sponsor of this contest and entrants must release YouTube from any and all liability related to this contest. I just want to do something nice for you guys. x
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