Sik World - No One Knows (feat. Axyl) (Lyrics)

Sik World - No One Knows (feat. Axyl) (Lyrics)
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▶ Axyl
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Lyrics -
Yeah, feels like I’m losing myself
Feels like I’m losing myself
Why am I dooming myself?
Yo, fuck did I do to myself?
Should of been true to myself
Dumb to think you woulda helped
Dumb to think you woulda helped
feels like I’m brewing in hell
Feels like I’m brewing in hell
can’t be hard for you to tell, I'm
Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up
I just turned 25, feels like my time is up
feels like everyone sus and it’s harder to trust
And I can’t shake the gut feeling
Of feeling like there's a knife to my gut
And that's the gut feeling
When you know deep down that the real person you love
Is doing you left, that’s why I left
Don’t get upset when you see me
'Cause I didn't wanna give you up
And It’s fucked, to think for you I wasn’t enough
I just wanted your love, but you wanted his touch
And some nights I wanna go out and get hella drunk
So everything I was feeling could turn into numb
Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug
I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug
Sometimes at night I would stare up above
And wish under a star, that I wasn’t so dumb
Why does it even matter, shit I didn’t matter
I built up my hope just for it to get shattered
I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather
I flip through my thoughts it’s a terrible pattern
As if flipping through 'em will lead me to answers
I try to move forward but keep going backwards
I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughters
When no one knows that I’m a wild disaster
[Chorus]
Give my all, oh I wanna walk away
I’m living like a ghost, but no one ever knows
See me fall, oh I knew that I would break
I’m living like a ghost, but no one ever knows
[Verse 2]
I’m, always alone wishing someone can see me
I lay in my bed staring up the ceiling
Talking to myself, until I’m overthinking
at home all alone no one know that I'm wearing
I swear my whole life is so fuckin deceiving
And I still feel broke with the checks I’m receiving
My money can’t buy the family I’m needing
My money can’t heal the agony I’m feeling
I need someone to love me, someone to hug me
Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly
I swear they really think my life is stunning
bro I come home to absolutely nothing
i’m just the lonely guy loaded with money
nobody told me my days won’t be sunny
I’m bleeding on people who didn’t cut me
So when they leave me they leave me cause they're bloody
I have issues with woman, I’m so codependent
I can’t love myself so I need her to give it
And that's always where my self worth is depicted
And that’s why I date women so narcissistic
My mind is a mess, and it’s always conflicted
And Lately Its been hard tryna make a decision
And it pains me that I finally admit it
I been suicidal and try not to end it
[Chorus]
Give my all, oh I wanna walk away
I’m living like a ghost, but no one ever knows
See me fall, oh I knew that I would break
I’m living like a ghost, but no one ever knows
[Verse 3]
I’m saddened to think people think that I’m reaching
And that is the reason I feel what I’m feeling
I may have some fame but it’s pain that I’m reaping
I been prayin to god askin him for a healing
Man I need my mom, I need my dad
I need the family we never had
Our family’s broken, I’m feeling hopeless
Nobody noticed, I’m in a trance
All I have is my daughter, I stare in her eyes
and I break down - all I do is provide
how can I give her a family life
When it’s just me and her every night
Fuck, yo this shit is to much
I'm single handedly killing my buzz
I don’t make music because I’m in a rut
And the stress of it is making me numb
Why do I dream of a Grammy and winning
When I don’t have family to celebrate with me
look There is no bull shit excuse that you can give me
To make me feel like my damn life is worth living
I swear Loneliness is the cancer with in me
I’m searching for friends because my family’s missing
This shit is exhausting I’m thinking of quitting
And maybe the end for me’s a new beginning, fuck
[Chorus]
Give my all, oh I wanna walk away
I’m living like a ghost, but no one ever knows
See me fall, oh I knew that I would break
I’m living like a ghost, but no one ever knows