Sik World - Highs & Lows (Lyrics)

Sik World - Highs & Lows (Lyrics)
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[Verse 1]
My mind is a tug of war
Back and forth on what should I do
There's thoughts that I wanna pour
But have no one to pour 'em to
I reach out to get ignored
I feel depressed and I blame you
All this pain that I endured
Left me broken and split in two
Swear I only have two modes
All time highs and all time lows
I can't get of grip of myself so I sit and I yell
And I'm tryin' not to lose hope
I lost every one I had close
No wonder why I feel alone
Sometimes I wanna grab rope
Stick my neck in a noose
Dangle and let my ass choke
I'm sick of love being the reason I hurt
I'm sick of love being the reason I hurt
I'm sick of giving my heart, I'm sick of playing my part
Just for you to let me down when I put you first
Fuck you, I mean literally fuck you
Girl I don't even need you
I'm on the rise and I wouldn't wanna be you
If I got one wish I wish I didn't see you
My, depressions depressing it's taking control of me
I'm losing myself and I can't get a hold of me
I see my reflection and don't even know it's me
I feel alone and they don't even notice me
[Bridge]
But how I could I blame 'em, when I'm outta line
One minute I'm sad and the next I am fine
There's so much inconsistency in my mind
Just, know that I'm tryin'
[Chorus]
I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's
Got me feeling lost again
I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's
Got me thinking it's the end
Maybe I just need to, breathe, breathe, breathe
Maybe I just need to, breathe, breathe, breathe
Maybe I just need to, breathe, breathe, breathe
Maybe I just need to, breathe, breathe
[Verse 2]
Broken, empty, pain, envy
Love, deadly, lust, tempting
I just wanna feel something right now
Anything, anything
I'd give my all to smile right now
Everything, everything
I'm so sick of crying, I just wanna die
Thoughts of suicide, just know I lost hope
Say I victimize, give me weak advice
Like I'm lying just to get likes on my post
Say it's in my mind, say I never tried
Like you know me, sorry you really don't
Why'd I even try to tell you my side
When, deep In your eyes I'm just a big joke?
Tryna live lately feels like a chore
A fight in my mind since my mind is at war
I stare at my phone 'cause I'm tryna ignore
That I realized there's no point to life anymore
And it sucks I lost touch of the real me
Is there anyone out there that feels me
'Cause my hope is decreasing severely
I scream to god and it's like he don't hear me, so
I sit in silence, my minds in control of me
I know this isn't what life is supposed be
Is there anyone around 'cause it's only me
I lost everyone thats ever been close to me