Ollie - Broken Down (Lyrics)

Ollie - Broken Down (Lyrics)
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[Chorus]
Broken down
I'm losing all of my strength
Hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
[Verse 1]
I'm feeling broken
Like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken
An all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that, everything I touch just starts eroding
Fuck it no that ain't true, tell me it's all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to "it doesn't hurt to try"
Why do I feel pain for simply being alive
Everyday I'm confused, everyday is a fight
Falling deeper with time, I'm slowly losing the light
Really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
I really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
Sit alone in my room
Just barely getting along
Sometimes I start to question
Who would care if I was gone
Maybe only my family
Dad, Brother and Mom
While I'm still alive and breathing
Someone prove to me I'm wrong
Broken down
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[Verse 2]
Why does this feel like a confession
Like I've let somebody down for struggling with depression
How can I save me from myself
My own mind is weapon
That I battle everyday while staring at my reflection
I keep, all of this hid, probably why it builds up
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
But I push it away
Sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense
But somehow writing it does
I'm growing weak in my body
Think I got no one to trust
So what's the point in me trying
When trying's leaving me stuck
Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same
Why do I keep on breaking down over and over again
Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end
Is this ever gon' end, cause I'm
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